By the way... the personal blog.

As a few of you know, I have a second blog on which I put things either a) just for myself (writing i don't want all over the internet) or b) too personal for this, my general blog linked to myspace.

I've come to the conclusion that there is a lot I want to talk about with people via digital communication in this fashion... Personal things I don't necessarily want anyone browsing on myspace to find or any random people I'll meet through Cornell. Chances are, if you are reading this... I do trust you, but you aren't the only people who can find me via myspace. There are more casual friends who WILL find me through myspace and I'll want to update on my life... but as I go to a town where my closest friends are not necessarily within the town, I might want to do something blog-format for the scattered inner-circle.

So, if you are a friend who is a regular blog reader who wants to read my writing about things such as a) spirituality and b) my emotional and personal life issues (and hey, most of my issues probably stem from spirituality... so it's mostly spirituality) let me know and I'll hook you up with whatever link and password is necessary for you to view it... I'm going to be setting up my personal blog to be friends only.


This blog will stay as it is, but I will perhaps talk or hint to emotional or spiritual things a bit less than I have been lately...

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