Quick Update...

I'll do a real post later, but quick update:

1. It's a freaking soap opera out here at Cornell in the Department... My ex broke up with his gf and she was actually the first person I ended up hanging out with. She believes Mark cheated on her with one of his best friends... my friend Tali... and has shared those suspicions with other people in the department. (I'm completely convinced there isn't anything behind them). And then I show up... which means I need to be that much more careful around everyone in this love triangle... or should i say "hate triangle"?

Tali would you be ok if I referred to it as an "issues triangle"?

Anyways, I discovered the best way to avoid weird social situations with people at school is to spend lots of time at school. Thus far it's worked wonders. That and a solid buzz of adrenaline and anxiety does wonders for weight loss.
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2. I FREAKIN' love my job... I have a labcoat now, which as you all know is the epitome of sexiness.

3. I miss my friends. =(

4. House I moved into and the people it contains is pretty good =), walk to work every day is beautiful... I don't think I'm even going to invest in a bus pass. It would be a 45 min commute no matter what I did, and creek and waterfalls on the way are great therapy... and also great for weight loss.

5. I'm converting to lesbianism.

6. Ok I'm not. (Sorry Colin), but I am contentedly single and eschewing the male gender for the most part... Enough changes in my life for now and emotional things for my mind to wrap itself around. In due time I hope to be married to my lab and have rat babies... but we'll see if my lab is afraid of that kind of commitment.

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